Thursday, December 3, 2009 ♥
The End ; Thursday, December 03, 2009
Today is the day to put an end to everything.... there were unhappiness, ignoring each other and stuff... whatever it was its over.... I tolerated enough it was just between us.... this matter would have been tiny if you wanted to salvage it you should know me better than anyone there than to doubt me, I was very much disspointed and upset and well that shows how little this friendship means to you...
but yea you have been going on without me for long it doesnt even matter if you are without me now, and its fine with me because I sort it out and made up my mind I am not a dog who just follows you I am a human I can feel...
I left not because I dont care but because I cared too much... friends promise to always sort it out in peace but you choose to keep it away and discuss with another but not me whom you have issue with. Do you think its fair? you asked why wouldn't I asked you and you should know better I always had that mentality of I hate to guess if you have any issue just tell me straight I am never afraid to listen and only the truth can set you free... so much for always teeling me you can read me like a book you dont even know me at all... or the you I have always cared about have vanished.. To used the word "CLOSE" really strucked me hard filled with anger and dissapointment I asked myself what do you know about that meaning of "close" when you can do so much hurt to me.
I told you once I wont leave but I did eventually.... why? because you dont need me anymore, thats why you hurt me. and while you are hurting me others misunderstood me. Do you think its fair well I suppose you only thought it wasn't fair to you its alright I faced this once and once again will just be the same old story
For the very last time all I want to say is take care to you and all. Thank you for the good and bad times.
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